i trust him. so much that i`ve let him in behind the wall. the wall i`ve used years to build. he`s had both legs at the inside for quite a while now. but, its still scary. odd. also a bit silly, cause then he`s the only one i feel like turning to, im sorry for him.
he knows everything, more then any other does. even things i dont mention, he knows. how?he reads me well. he is so kind. he`s like an angel. even if angels exist, they got wings and can fly away, and he did as i feared. i pictured myself sitting here, knowing that i not any longer would be the only one knowing my inner thoughts and secrets, but alone about it when i needed someone.
funny, but im not. he is still there for me. im glad he knows. im not alone anymore. not as small anymore. i`ve started growing. maybe, one day im big enough to climb over the wall and leave it. that is my wish. but right now, when the wall is so high, and i so little i need more time to grow - in the meantime i let him climb into my side.. helping me grow.