..the days are passing by in slow motion.. it`s like time is still, a minute is like an hour. I`m goind mad.

Everything`s so meaningless.. nothing`s in my hands, i cant do anything to make it allright - i just have to leave him alone, and thats hard when in fact all i wanna do is to talk to him or hang with him. i feel helpless.. i just am - but i cant c the point in 'being' or breathing.