i feel sick.

i`m so tired but i cant sleep. it`s funny how we sometimes feel so much.. but cannot say a word,
we r screaming inside, but we cant be heard..

your love is better than chocolate,
better than anything else that i`v tried.

i`v been crying all day yesterday.. all night, i even woke up crying.
i cried in the shower this morning.. and i cried when i got dressed.
i cried when i put my make up on, so i had to do it over and over again cause i cried it all away.
i cried on my way to school.and my sight is getting blury while writing this, and a tear is gliding down my cheek.my lips r swollen, and my throat is sore.i look like hell,i`m exhausted..
but i still cry.

i wanna run down to his office, get down on me knees,kiss his feets and beg him to take me back.
but i cant..
cause he doesnt love me anymore.i dont want to face the reality, i keep on having faith in having him by my side again. i feel sick.my heart is bleeding over him.