"What did u learn on school today?"

My class r out this week, having internship at either a doctorsoffice, dentist or a pharmacy..as assistants/secretary`s. Me? , I'm stuck at school.. but I'm Ok with it. I`v been away alot lately,and gonna try to do everything they been trough in every subject the last month - and also prepare myself till the big tests coming up. but i have to admit,i have never felt more extempore in any schoolsemester before ever.even if i have shown up and been in class/school more this year then last year i feel like i havent learned shit this time - i find many of my subjects interesting, so i dont understand why i'm this empty inside.. but i think that the teachers i had the year before was much more eager and "into" the subjects they teached in and therefore they got my attention and me wanting to learn more about it too. ofcourse,i shall not blame the teachers for everything,i dont - but it surtenly has got to do with my class knowing so little in every subject.. cause it`s not just me, but the others as well,even if they`v been there all week after week they feel like they know 'nothing'. i got an 6 (1 is worse and 6 is the best ;) on my final exam the schoolyear before this - i'm quite a perfectionst, and i always expect the best from myself..kinda annoying,cause i simply have to realize i`v been away alot,and my health is not good and so on.. and u cant do best all the time.noone else r pushing me,but me.but i'm sure i wont get the best grade this time,that would be odd.. but the 6 i got on my exam in june was surprising as well,so who knows.i`ll do my best.. i cant do no more.